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Name: Amanda
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Dallas
Birthday: 5/16/1991
Gender: Female
Interests: music, movies, soccer, hangin with friends, shoppin, STARBUCKS, horses, gettin paid, baby sitting, singing, aim, and anything else that might entertain me.
Expertise: none...no one is perfect. *cough cough*
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  countryguitar101
Yahoo:  amandadetrick@sbcglobal.net
Member Since:
12/20/2005
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| how do i put your memories and thoughts to rest?
how do i forget how happy we were?
how do i forget what kind of person you made me feel like?
how do i just forget how much i love you?
how can i put our memories to rest?
how can i just forget?.. and be happy..
:(
i miss you.. | | |
| is what i went through.
i can't help it, i fell in love. real love. true. pure. for the first time, ever.. i wore my heart on my sleeve.
surprisingly though, i'm not that upset. i guess i know i'm better off, we can just be friends..
this is what's right.. and somewhere i'm sure i know that, but i just can't believe it all ended so soon. i blame myself, homecoming, and alot of other things. i just hope i might've had some sort of impact. maybe not. i don't know. i really don't know much of anything, but who would want to have all of the answers?
life is better as a surprise..
an unpredictable.. at times hurtful.. surprise.
but it's all worth it.
life's incredibly hard, but sooo worth it.
heyy, i got to fall in love..
and i guess i don't hurt so much, because i just want him to be happy..
it's ok.. because..
"time has made me strong"
i'm just worried, because everyone says you only really fall in love once. i know i'm young. but i know how i feel, and don't you try and tell me otherwise. | | |
| so..
I'm sixteen freakin' years old.
I have amazing friends and family. A typical badass life, fasho.
But I have come to realize that I am incredibly naive. Ha. I'm young. I'm stupid at times, and believe in too many fairytales.
Sometimes, my imagination might work to my advantage. It makes me happy, but then the truth shows through.. and when you dream so big.. it's easy to get torn apart. I can fix it most of the time, but it's been wearing on me for a while now, I don't know how much more I can take..
But..
I'm sixteen freakin' years old.
I have amazing friends and family. A typical badass life, fasho.
But I have come to terms with the fact that I'm INCREDIBLY naive.
Hey, it's lifee bitchesss. | | |
| what am i doing here?
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| what you're doing is WRONG!
no one deserves what you're giving them.
not her, or her, or her, or ME.
i'm finally finding my strenth within to tell you what you need to know. soon, you will see. you'll get what's coming to you. i hope someone breaks your heart, and i hope they break it bad.. and i hope i'm near by to watch.
and i hope that you'll realize what you had.. and i hope you'll want it back, because i want you to know what this feels like.
you're terrible.
T-E-R-R-I-B-L-E.
i just feel sorry for the next girl that falls for your act, because you're a hard habit to break my friend.
a hard habit to break.
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